On another note, I have graduated college, with a BS degree (Bachelors of Science... not bullshit ), going to start a personal project/game in java, and am starting to look for a job while trying to remain sane all of the above might prove to be difficult >.>; the game less so, but rather find the time to.



Questions I cannot answer...

why does it still hurt?
why must the memories not fade?
why must everything feel as if it were yesterday?

How can someone give themselves fully when a piece of them still has not been recovered from being tossed away?

Reaching a goal, on top of a hill I ask, where do I go from here, and why did i choose this path in the first place?

The person who stands before you is but a fake, for in place of caring and kind stands cold and bitter. When will things change back?

Smile they say, but what wondrous occasion am I smiling for?

                               ...yet with all these questions. one statement remains: Never give up. Never give in.